It has taken me quite a while to try this again. My previous attempts at blogging always got lost in the business of life. Work, family, health. A phone with the security code being crushed. You never know when something will happen. Example. A few weeks ago I was getting used to driving my brother's truck. I was just getting to the point where I was comfortable as long as it was daylight. I was following a friend to a coffee shop and thought I had the right of way. Well I did not have the right of way and the person that did crashed into the truck. It was ruled my fault for failure to yield on a left turn. I go to court tomorrow and I am terrified and have not had the chance to talk to anyone about it. So I am talking about it now. I am terrified of the total of the fines will be too much for us to pay in the required amount of time. If my brother was home at least I could cry on his shoulder. But he is not.

It feels a little awkward to write again. And it does not really matter if anyone reads it, as long as I have an outlet that is a little more private than Facebook or Twitter. I posted one to negative things and lost a slue of friends in the process. I have been struggling with loneliness ever since. I am still not back 100% and that scares me to. It is difficult to type because of the pain and numbness in my left hand. I still have problems concentrating or reading anywhere like I used to. Well I am supposed to get up early for court, so I had better hit the sheets for the time being.

See ya later everyone
Staci